why cant we face it?

i've been pretty pessimistic.

sunday's outing is gone, i guess. no rainbows to talk about then.

well monday, oh man. i don't know.

my thighs hurt BIG TIME. due to yesterday's training. and guess what? fitness training is repeating all over again. oh man, the runs, the sprints, the.. woah.

but nonetheless, i can just take the chance to lose weight. HAHA. such a sucker, lynette.

i pretty badly want to leave the house with a couple of familiar people, just to chill, lepak and talk under the sun or moon. i love those types (: shopping sounds good too. but NOT without money. i guess i'm taking up a job soon. oh well.

been emo-ing. thinking about lots of stuffs. like gigabuffazilliona of stuffs. on almost everything. i seriously don't know what's wrong. though it's been said that this few years (and past) would probably be our emo phase. but emo is liddat one meh?

oh i just knew some stuffs from my classmates & wife.

• people cut their skin away, put small metal balls on the raw flesh and than sew their detached skin back.
• people cut criss-cross on their forearm and than pour hot water so the skin will come out.
• people cut their forearms until no space than go cut their thighs. (speaking of which, my thighs really hurt right now):
• they are PEOPLE.

woah, new trends. that's why people are classified into 2 groups, leaders and followers. it's either you lead, start a new trend, or you follow the present trend.

LEG PAIN AH WAH! .